For years, fans have known Marina Squerciati as the tough and compassionate Officer Kim Burgess on Chicago P.D. But behind the scenes, the actress faced one of the most challenging periods of her life — a silent struggle with postpartum depression following the birth of her daughter in 2017.
In a rare and candid interview, Squerciati revealed that becoming a mother brought both immense joy and unexpected darkness. “I thought I would instantly feel this overwhelming love and connection,” she admitted. “But instead, I felt lost. I was exhausted, anxious, and I couldn’t recognize myself.”
Like many new mothers, Squerciati initially kept her feelings to herself, assuming they were part of the normal adjustment to motherhood. She returned to the set of Chicago P.D. only a few months after giving birth, juggling the demands of filming and motherhood while trying to maintain a brave face. “I remember sitting in my trailer between takes, crying quietly,” she said. “I didn’t want anyone to think I couldn’t handle it.”
The actress explained that it took time — and support — to understand that what she was experiencing wasn’t weakness, but postpartum depression. “Once I started talking to other moms and hearing their stories, I realized I wasn’t alone,” she shared. “That’s when I decided to ask for help.”
Squerciati began therapy and leaned on a small circle of family and friends who encouraged her to prioritize her mental health. Over time, she found healing through open conversation and self-care. “There’s so much pressure on women to bounce back, to be perfect mothers,” she said. “But it’s okay to admit that it’s hard. It’s okay to say you’re struggling.”
The Chicago P.D. star now uses her platform to raise awareness about postpartum mental health, encouraging women to speak up rather than suffer in silence. “If sharing my story helps even one person feel less alone, it’s worth it,” she said. “There’s strength in vulnerability.”
Squerciati’s honesty has resonated deeply with fans, many of whom have praised her for shedding light on a topic that’s often kept private. Her experience serves as a reminder that even those who seem to have it all — a successful career, a loving family, a strong public image — can face invisible battles.
Today, Squerciati says she feels stronger and more grounded than ever. “Motherhood changed me,” she reflected. “It made me more empathetic, more real — both as a person and as an actress.”
Through her openness, Marina Squerciati continues to inspire others, proving that healing begins when we start talking about the things we’re afraid to share.
