John Goodman Reflects on His Journey: From Struggles to Stage Stardom
As John Goodman prepares for his London stage debut in David Mamet’s American Buffalo, he opens up about his tumultuous journey through acting, including battles with depression and alcoholism, and the years spent in financial hardship.
Early Aspirations and Challenges
In 1975, at just 23 years old, Goodman moved to New York City with dreams of becoming an actor. With no money, no agent, and few connections, he faced daunting challenges. His mother, a waitress, had little understanding of the acting world but supported his desire to pursue happiness. Goodman felt a deep urge to chase his dreams, spurred on by his love for acting, which he discovered while studying drama at Missouri State University.
The Struggles of a Newcomer
The initial months in New York were overwhelming. Goodman struggled financially, often living on a tight budget. He recalls times of desperation, like when he accidentally locked himself out of his apartment, losing the only meal he had prepared. Despite these setbacks, he persevered, seeking auditions and sending out headshots in hopes of breaking into the industry.
Breakthrough and Fame
After years of hard work, Goodman began to land roles, eventually gaining recognition for his performance as Dan Conner on the hit sitcom Roseanne. This role catapulted him into the spotlight, allowing him to provide for his family and change their lives. Goodman’s success transformed his struggles into triumphs, but the journey was not without its darker moments.
A Complex Persona
Now at 62, Goodman’s presence remains commanding. He is known for his ability to switch seamlessly between comedy and drama, a skill that has made him a cherished character actor. His performances in films like The Big Lebowski and O Brother, Where Art Thou? showcase his versatility, earning him accolades from critics and peers alike.
Facing the Past
Goodman’s unpredictability in interviews often mirrors his complex persona. He acknowledges that his past battles with depression and alcoholism have shaped his experiences, both on and off stage. He has worked hard to overcome these challenges, striving for a healthier lifestyle and a more focused mindset.
Looking Ahead
As he steps onto the stage for American Buffalo, Goodman reflects on his journey with a mix of humility and pride. He is excited to embrace this new chapter while honoring the struggles that have shaped him. Goodman’s story is one of resilience, illustrating the power of perseverance and the importance of following one’s passion.
John Goodman at the London film festival in 2012
John Goodman to make West End debut in American Buffalo with Damian Lewis
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But his unpredictability has also, in the past, made him a tricky interviewee. Goodman’s cuttings are littered with the corpses of well intentioned questions, dispatched with monosyllabic answers and glowering impatience. During an especially fractious exchange in 2013, one journalist noted “an unnerving whistle coming from him, like a kettle coming to the boil”.
There is no sign of the kettle today, unless you count the mug of tea he is clutching – appearing miniaturised in his bear-like hand. He is wearing a lumberjack shirt, a fleece and jeans, and squeezes into a too-small chair. Much has been written about his weight – at one point, he was said to have been tipping the scales at 28 stone – but he is healthier these days and bulky rather than fat.
His presence remains commanding and a little unsettling. When he smiles, it is almost a facial twitch, as if he has to remind himself this is what is expected of him. He seems distracted and, at the same time, aware of this distractedness and doing his best to counteract it. He finds it hard to sit still, shifting in his chair, redistributing the weight in his legs, crossing and uncrossing his feet.
It must be strange, I venture, going straight from rehearsals to an interview.
“Oh, between rehearsal and anything is weird, so this is good.” Silence.
It turns out he is annoyed with himself, still stewing over some dialogue he hadn’t got right.
Conclusion
John Goodman’s path from a young dreamer in New York to a celebrated actor is a testament to his determination and talent. As he prepares for his West End debut, audiences can look forward to witnessing the depth and nuance he brings to his performances, solidifying his place in the pantheon of great American actors.
